It’s just that nothing is going the way I thought it would… I want to move back to TN. I’ve cried every day for well over a week. It’s all because I had to leave. Everyone in IN knows I don’t want to be here and everyone in TN keeps telling me they’re proud of me. I don’t even have any one to talk to!
If you are disrespectful to your parents every other day of the year, please do not post a status on Mother’s Day or Father’s Day about how much you love and appreciate that parent. You obviously don’t and think posting a status one day a year will make it seem like you love them. You’re probably the same person who is apathetic towards your significant other every day of the year of the year, but goes all out on Valentine’s Day. NEWS FLASH! It takes more than one day a year to show someone how much they mean to you. //end rant.
and after a completely awful night at work, now i have to go to the store just to buy tampons. awesome.
I need you to want me when you’re sober too.
It’s my birthday. I’m 21. That’s all. Have a lovely day. <3
Today I’ve been sad.. incredibly, unbearably, crying all day long, sad. No one has noticed. Nobody cares. I texted one friend.. he made it worse. I texted a different friend, she is still yet to reply. I sent the message 9 hours ago. I went to a meeting at church, cried all during worship and barely said a word during the meeting, and yet still, no one even noticed anything was wrong. I don’t fit in anywhere, with anyone. It’s making me crazy.
Not good enough. Never really was. Probably never will be, but I hold on in hopes that one day I might be.